WHAT IS LOST???

Oh I Wonder, Why is you Vague, The winds so Dry..

Why is - My skin so pale, My feet so seal,

I felt the long of my Future, The belt of my smile.

But the shot of my Past , Is the bolt of my While.

I gotta A Dream, For the perfect Life.

Kids with Bright - beloved on Sight :-)

whats the Question??

You been a Naive, I been a Rave...

The Clash of Love, Became the Crush of Loom.

Don't ask about The Blame, Don't say About Being Lame.

You Lost me

And

That's the Claim!!

"YeT AGaIn "

Lots of love, people spell just LOL, but i say it once;
yet again,
I mean you & You mean me!!

I am strong , loud with feelings though...
guess you heard it---
But i said it once .
Yet again,
I mean you & You mean me!!

I am with the flow, you with mine...
Flashes comes, shivers Both..
I am still the same, But look at you???
Fell into the pond of fragrance.
Am Just not far, do wait---
I'll jump once you learn to hold me tight...
Yet again,
I mean you & You mean me!!

Suprises!! filled my heart with no action, alot to reply though...
Yet again,
Crazy past holds me strong, But guess you know to set the cage free

I am FREE- Guess In LOVE

 Yet again:-))!!

CULTURE-BLISS

Culture Bliss

Culture is the main form of tradition which gives the arc of religion. Same as; Atmosphere gives the layer of protection; similarly culture gives the fragrance of bliss to human. Bliss could be defined in variety of motions. It could be heaven which covers the universe. Sound of “OM” or “AUM” which spreads the vibrations of gravity!

         

            The combo of culture and bliss gives the strength of peace and happiness of growth of civilization. It is the tradition which moulds us in the deep facts of rituals.

                 Archan (puja / prayer) is the part of tradition since years. It is an essential regime in Hindu culture. Moreover the formation of culture is blended in four parts of bliss which is blended in bowl of sweetness which shows the importance of felicity.

1)      Om- Aum ( paradise in peace)

2)     Shiva Natraj ( ritual bliss)

3)    Rasa ( mood or flavor of bliss)

4)     Nirvana (Eternal bliss)

         We all know the creation of every minute existence and thus here I would love to message my friends that the ritual is by “Sense of Aura and the thrust of trust”. For example as we superstiously believe certain myth which we might have read in old Vedas and purans. But scientifically it is proved that some superstious levels have psychological barriers and some have positive vibration throughout the universe.

lord Bhuddha

•   Buddhism is also considered as bliss culture. Years ago Buddhism had taken a huge saga

                              

Shiv NatRaj

•    Shiva Natraj is the lead of happiness and symbolized as the dancing Shiva which is referred as the dance of bliss. In Sanskrit; It is called as “shiva-nrutya-anjali”

   

                                         

•     Rasa mood has Nav-Rasa (9 forms) of emotions and energies which gives body and mind bliss. Ancestors told that if u want to be happy, it is necessary to learn the forms of felicity. The literal meaning in Sanskrit is taste, water, juice, essence and ultimately bliss

     We studied the different types of culture and its bliss. So we can gather the emotions as well as the inner essence to build a strong nirvana within. !! Try and experience the culture bliss

"U-TURN" part 13th

Last Breath:

I (Mahii) it’s been 2 years am done with my separation with Rahul. My husband didn’t even bother to save our marriage, though it was an empty box. We knew each other since long n as he was in love with me I thought I’ll over come my feeling for Mantra. But the crazy “U-TURNS” IN LIFE DOESN’T COME WITH TREAT AS YOU WANT!

Dealing with uncertain visits to courts n struggling with my own feeling of frustrations wasn’t easy! And I was in hope that Mantra would run n come as a savior in my life! But he didn’t! What could be his reason of not even calling me? These 2 years not been easy! Working as lecturer!!

I (Mantra) , lost in my life , not able to get rid of flashes of memories which she gave me! Why am I not able to gather courage to meet her; protect her? Was Payal true about my actions? Was I really a coward?

[Door bell] Coming!! Whose it?? (No1 answered) I opened and it was “THE MAHII”

With white Saree, Blue bindi n Beautiful ear-rings, bangles, and I could believe she is there right in front of me! She comes close to my ears n whispered, “Why didn’t you come”? And the tearful eyes said it all!

My body was dry, I felt choked n suffocated! Ring-Ring____Ring Ring (phone rings)Damn it was a dream!?

Hello!

BOSS: where the hell are you, you late by 5 hours! You suppose to update with the presentation!

Mantra : I quit sir, I moving back to India! My better half is waiting! Just because of my stupid nature n this “so called white collar job” didn’t make me realize that m loosing some1 everyday!

U - TURN 12TH PART

Hidden talk

Hey payal, wassupp girl!

Payal- hey mantra..what has happened ; Even Mahii…(paused)’

Mahii?? Is she there with u guys?? All is messing up!! All is screwed! Everything was goin so nice n lovely! Suddenly something happened n she didn’t speak or call for a month n whn I visited her place, her husband talking shit about her!

Payal- ohh so finally u gotta know, she promised us not to let u know her shit marriage n husband. But destiny is so with u guys that you both had to bang-in! Well u so mean, u didn’t realize ur love feeling towards her n never expressed. Even if she was married u didn’t even ask her about her marriage life . as u getting ur love n everything. You didn’t bothered rite???

Listen mantra, for a girl, It’s easy to carry away her feeling to that person who is loving her more n more. Rahul was a guy whom she got married by issues which pulled her to just make u jealous or rather forget u!! But this didn’t happen. Reversely she still stands in that ugly pond where u left her n never asked what’s happening with her n her life!

How could u be so MEAN??? Did u ever tell her that leave Rahul, let’s be together?? No because u don’t think real life , only thing u think is “YOUSELF”

She’s here with us, Mahii is with us, she doesn’t need any1, n u stay aways from her/life.

Mantra- but , listen dear………listen to me!! Ahhh, ahhh>>>

Beep beep …………..disconnect////

"u-turn " 11th part

Ignore face!

Regular calls, regular coffee meets, everything was; as like a “blossom”!! Days passed, but what happened suddenly, why her phone got disconnected, no replies, why her phone says “it’s no more available?” Mahiiiiiiiii…………………………(soft whisper to himself) “WHERE ARE YOU?” “WHY AGAIN?”

Months passed, still the same, “MAHII WAS LOST” i planned to visit her place, (cared a dam even her husband opens the door) i thought to visit her after work! Took a bottle of wine and flowers!

[Ding dong] an annoyed voice from inside “COMING; HOLD IT”

Mantra- hey rahul, wassup!!Long time,!!

Rahul – who?|??|

Mantra- excuse me, mahii’s friend?? India neighbor?? We met that mall?? Com’on call Mahii man, yo’really picking on me!! hahahah!!

Rahul- what? Who’s Mahii?? If you talking about that “B***h, then she is no-more ……..”HERE” with me!!

Mantra- what the hell you talking “what did u do to her” that’s why there aren’t any replies for my calls n voice messages!! Where is she?????? You her husband, what happened between u both?

Rahul- who are u to her , why should I tell you? And by the way; she would be somewhere under-earth!!

Mantra- hold it right there man. You her husband, I respect the fact!! And what is she to me?? “SHE IS MY SOUL” AND YES, I HEAVEN LOVE HER!! looser, like you wouldn’t ever understand that. If I ever see u calling her or talking shit!! “I KILL YOU”…….

“Broken…………lost ways…………tearful eyes………..calling just for “MAHIIIIII”………..!!

RING ---RING!!!

Hellloooo, …..payal here……..!!!

"U-turn--- 10th part

Shy date!

While missing and thinking about the last talk with Mahii I thought of having a coffee alone. As soon I parked my car, bingo, that’s again. I love this bang-inn’s. “It’s Mahii”. It’s sunny pleasant morning. She was in white tee, pink scarf around her neck, and half pants with pumps on her feet and her sun-glasses!!!!That was the perfect white beauty. As much as I know her she would take the outside table. And she did. So I just thought to surprise and nervous her by giving a cherry brownie!

Waiter- Mam, capacinno and cherry brownie!!

Mahii- thanks for the coffee but I didn’t ask for brownie! (Little annoyed voice)

Waiter- Mam you did!

Mahii – pushing the table n walk towards the coffee shop.b4 she could step –in I hold her hand, pulled her towards me n took her; which was the narrow lane down between parking lot!!

For a minute she got shocked and could say anything!! I took-off her sun-glasses just to see her mad and big eyes! She tried to push me but I was holding her tight! The feeling was amazing!

Mahii- what the hell you doing? Leave me, u still the psycho? Still in a habit to pull girls n n….. (She stopped)(Looking at mantra who’s smiling at her)

Mantra- just //just give a minute baby, seeing you after ages, so close n close! U hasn’t change, your eyes haven’t changed, and your madness hasn’t changed!!

Mahii- 1 thing is changed that m married!

Mantra- so WAT???? No big deal, u told me we wouldn't ever meet or can’t even have coffee together, see how this co-incidence happened? U here and m here…??? This is us Mahii……remember our meets, fun,?

Mahii, I only remember your b’day scenario!

Mantra- plzzzzzz, plzzzzzz, it was just the other way around, I didn’t do anything, she was feeling puckish so took her to rest room, and, as soon we reached down she got over me and started kissing me, plzz u have seen the wrong picture n understood the wrong way! (Tear-water filled his eyes, n rolled out)

Mahii- (looking at him) said, I am sorry, if I have mis-understood. (Hugged him)

{they both tightly hugged , closed eyes, tiny smile on their faces!}